i spent all my bobdog money

Yesterday was Xiaoshi's birthday ! We went Orchard to shop. Then i spent 60 Dollars only. I know its alot but very little . After that i went to my aunt's house to sleep. I think i slept alone in a kingsized bed with six pillows and two blankets . haha. and tons of candles beside. At first i thought it'll be scary because i'd be sleeping in a kingsized bed with six pillows and two blankets, but it turned out pretty comfy :)

I went to service alone today !!!!!

YAY JUNE HOLIDAY !

:) finally ! had been waiting for today for 5months . Haha. Today gave Xiaoshi her birthday present ! heehee. SO i will be going back to school next week anyway. amaths & sudoku. T.T i can't even complete one box you know !!!!! & sudoku makes me kuku .

to honey : smilesmilesmilesmilelaughlaughlaughlaughcheerup !

I think this song vcoooooooooooooool. haha.

:/ When I stand before God at the end of my life, I hope that I don't have a single bit of talent left and I could say, "I used everything You gave me."

one more day one more day

WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS TAKE ME FOR GRANTED . @~$#!@#@!$ the nicer you are you someone the lesser it take for you to break the friendship. just a simple little mistake they'd be upset with you . but if you aren't that nice to them,they somehow will 'understand' if you do something not up to their standards. why is this even fair.

I AM GOING TO BE VERY EVIL FROM NOW ON . tsk.

this does not apply/refer to anyone. Just a random discovery i realised over the years.

i feel like screaming

Like i said , i feel like screaming , but i can't . My throat hurts like hell. I'm super tired.My sister's driving me nuts & i'm sad. I regret things very often. I make stupid mistakes that are really stupid.

i like dory :)

i think i'm like dory , i forget things very often , but have great friends !

How many times can you revisit a memory?
i hope this will be the last.

i'm doing math now

YES , again -.- ! i just realised how careless i've been. ( again) HAHAHA . i copy the question wrongly like for 4 questions ._. ,forgotten to write the negative sign for like 5 questions never read instructions for 2 questions, calculate the values wrongly for 2 questions ! ... stupid #@$#@~# me. I'm sure there are still tons of careless mistakes i've yet to find out.

I've a terrible sore throat ): i think its because i drank too much water. Yes , TOO much T.T
I think i have to do physics too. -.- ... i think i left physics in school ! ARGH ! tmr 's a wednesday & supposedly i can sleeep until 7 but i think i have to reach school by 7 to complete my homework ! Any kind souls out there willing to help me ? Cmon, i need a friendddddddddddddddddddddddd.


Now you decide to push me away?
Don't bother; I'll go.
You just lost me forever.

Post-exam

Its not like i'm complaining or anything, but i felt like i wasted 3hours in school today. Although its a thousand times more entertaining than maths, But cmon, drawing,colouring and designing some Tofu ? T.T i almost wanted to colour the whole page black and say i'm finished /:

Anyway, just to let you know, i was desperately trying to complete my maths corrections a few mins ago but i gave up :P Partly because i'm sad and doing maths made me even more sad so.......i stop doing ! I wanted to talk to somebody/ anybody & ask them to help me BUT , then, there's nobody so..... haha.

I'm such a evil person. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. but then , i thought for awhile and realised you are as bad as me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Sometimes, best is just not enough. People are expecting so much, so much....out of...NOTHING.

Ps. let me tell you a secret. Your friends, 90% of them are using you. Sometimes, even your bestfriend (:
Shhhhh.Don't tell anyone else.

CRAPCRAPCRAP

:D

Today received back the rest of the results. & i got one A one B one D and five Cs. AWWWWWW D: both maths also C . sian. Both tchers keep hinting at they're very disappointed in me because i did below expectations. They make me feel so .... -.- ! I did study for it. I did tried my best. But i just don't like MATHS ! ): & i cannot imagine myself doing maths during june holiday. Its even more depressing than not having holidays.

NEVERMIND !

i want to go play with my meowmeow already.

RESULTS

Firstly ....... KRIS ALLEN WON :D

Secondly .. i failed my chem .

SO . My day was like,

First period, chinese i looked like this --->

Next was emath& i became like that --->
Then english -------------------------- -->
AFTER RECESS, Physics --------------->
then... CHEMISTRY--------------------->





THEN i went home . My father asked about my results and i thought i was dead. Then he said not bad . i was like . haha X:


i hope i pass my amaths anyway. :(

你小心翼翼 牵我手
其实是担忧 藏不住我
自尊也投降 活在她之下 我 好傻

你字字句句说 你不爱她
那又是什么 让你害怕
我疑惑但是原谅 因为你留下 我 好傻

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞
你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱 从不放心上
我有一丝无奈 也有一些明白 该 放开

不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说 假装爱那是撒盐在伤口

啊~~ 谁说我不在意空等候
原来 你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受 你没想像中爱我

MYEs are over :)

YIPEE !

(:(: anyway, i totally screwed physics as well.

So i brought my meimei to school yesterday, and it almost killed me ! TT First she said i was too childish for her , then she claimed that i'm her pig ( she's supposed to be MY pig ! )
G: 我有一只猪很像你 leh.
ME: 哪一只?
G: 你啦!
ME: WHAT?!! 我?!!
G: 当然啦!不是我的猪 then 是我的狗 meh?
after that she said she bought a penknife to kill me.

DECIDED NOT TO CHANGE :)

Blogger is much much much much better than Wordpress. Wordpress is so complicated , just like maths ! O:

I'm going to meet XIAOSHI soon. HAHA.
but i'm still depressed about maths -.- !

OOPS I'M DOOOOOOOOOMED

Before everything went wrong, we went to ecp for picnic :D

i know, my meimei looks so cool right ! HAHA (:

This is wonderwoman :)

This is pig :)

Today i killed myself.
1) By not sleeping enough
2) By forgetting to bring my bestfriend with me for chemistry !
3) By not reading the questions carefully and stubbornly don't want to learn sets.

So i was unable to calculate any values for chem , which is very depressing. I realised my bestfriend's importance ! ): i think i'll fail emaths ! zzz, i bet its because 70 % careless , 30 % SETS!$!@#~! I don't know why i'm so screwed today. So now i'm so scared i'll make the same mistake for physics and emathsp1 on monday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUNPING!

happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you , happy birthday to honey , happy birthday to you!


I'm sorry i didn't wish you on the first minute of your birthday , but that doesn't mean i don't remember ! (: Thanks for being such a great friend! You're 15 now. (: I hope you'll be happy always yah! Although sometimes i couldn't be there for you ( and i'm very sorry bout that ) but i'll always love you. You're the GREATEST BESTEST SWEETEST LOVELIEST HONEY in the world .SOOOOOO,i hope you had a great birthday ! I love you ! :D