OLD

This is baby Joel ! HAHA . Before honey scream , it's my nephew not your quackquack. I'm AUNTY already . O: wait . i already am before i'm even born! -.- I've a nephew older than me ._. Sigh. I feel so old ):

Church was okay . & i'm starting to get used to wearing long pants! X.X

thanksgiving tomorrow

Tomorrow's the last Sunday of the year :) Die die also must go church & give thanks for this year . ( though it was a year without you. D: ) But its okay . It'd be better next year , I hope ! (:

I AM FINALLY TOUCHING MY HOMEWORK ! HAHAHAHAHAHA ! but still a loooooooooooooong way to finishing ALL of 'em .

MERRY CHRISTMAS !

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE ! :) Today is a very very special day !:D I (L) JESUS !

Why - Nichole Nordeman

We rode into town the other day
Just me and my Daddy
He said I'd finally reached that age
And I could ride next to him on a horse
That of course was not quite as wide

We heard a crowd of people shouting
And so we stopped to find out why
And there was that man
That my dad said he loved
But today there was fear in his eyes

So I said "Daddy, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why is He dressed in that bright purple robe?
I'll bet that crown hurts Him more than He shows
Daddy, please can't you do something?
He looks as though He's gonna cry
You said he was stronger than all of those guys
Daddy, please tell me why
Why does everyone want him to die?"

Later that day the sky grew cloudy
And Daddy said I should go inside
Somehow he knew things would get stormy
Boy was he right
But I could not keep from wondering
If there was something he had to hide

So after he left I had to find out
I was not afraid of getting lost
So I followed the crowds
To a hill where I knew men had been killed
And I heard a voice come from the cross

And it said, "Father, why are they screaming?
Why are the faces of some of them beaming?
Why are they casting their lots for My robe?
This crown of thorns hurts Me more than it shows
Father, please can't You do something?
I know that You must hear My cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
Father, remind Me why
Why does everyone want Me to die?
When will I understand why?"

"My precious Son, I hear them screaming
I'm watching the face of the enemy beaming
But soon I will clothe You in robes of My own
Jesus, this hurts Me much more than You know
But this dark hour I must do nothing
Though I've heard Your unbearable cry
The power in Your blood destroys all of the lies
Soon You'll see past their unmerciful eyes
Look there below, see the child
Trembling by her father's side
Now I can tell You why
She is why You must die"


(: It was a great day today . OK , maybe it was not . It was sad today . But still great ! :D because its Christmas.
It'd be okay . Haha .

Romans 8:38-39 (New International Version)

38For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons,[a] neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, 39neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

4 more days till christmas!

& i still got tons of presents to buy.
i bought nicole & munping's already . so basically i'm left with everyone else ! :D I've no idea what to get for you all you know :( *sigh . no time no money too . Nevermind , i hope i'll think of something tomorrow ! XD I really need to learn how to not walk like an elephant ! X: almost everyone complained that i've been walking too LOUDLY . HAHAHAHAHAHA ! but seriously , i think its the shoe , not me!

i can't wait for christmas!

:D i watched Twilight two days ago . It was good. But not as good as the book though . Edward's hair is so messy! -.- It could be better . Heard that they're planning to make New Moon . Hope it'd be better. Christmas is coming soon . All i want for Christmas is not to have a need to want anything at all. Haha . Anyway , i went out with Crystal & kimmi yesterday! I'm so glad to see them again !:D

"What are you waiting for?"
" I don't know, something amazing i guess"

onions

I don't like onions . I don't cut onions . I don't eat onions . I think there's a higher possibility of me crying because i ate an onion than when i'm cutting onions.
tip: Chewing on gum while cutting onions can help a person from producing tears.

YAY! My sister's coming back from Taiwan today! :D & I'm allowed to go out next week ! :D heheeeee.

i'm gonna knock my head against the wall and have a concussion until i forget about you.
:D

I WANTED TO SHOP!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :X you know what ? nevermind . I think i'm hallucinating X.X

anyway , they said goldfishes have a memory span of 3 seconds , longest 6 months . WELL i think its true . Fishes don't remember things . HUMAN FISH OR FISHFISH also the same . They don't remember me . They don't remember what they did to me! i think all started 9 years ago -.- I never liked fishes ever since . Ok , maybe just one. & it shall be the last. HAHA:D

Part of me wishes we were like goldfish
They only have a 3-second memory
That way I would never remember who you were
Or what you did too me.
You’d just be this person I kept seeing, but never knew.

ON A DIET !

These few days i have sleeping problems /: Don't know why , maybe there's a monster under my bed . But i sleep on the upper deck , so my sister who is sleeping below is the monster. Yeah , sometimes that really makes sense. Ate pizzas for two days. X: ARGH ! I'm supposed to be on a diet ! ASDFGHASDASAF! Nevermind, I'm *invisible* to him anyway . I want to start on my homework , but homework makes me sad!
-.- so i don't know what to do now.

ps, i updated uh !:D
HAHA-HAHAHA-HAHAHAHA-HAHAHAHAHAHA(:

Last night I hugged my pillow and dreamt of you.
Someday, I wish I will dream of my pillow and I’ll be hugging you.

:D D:

Life doesn't hurt until you think about it ,
how much things have changed,
who you lost along the way,

and how much was it your fault.

I think Jesus is hot !:D
Aunt brought me to Bugis today . I didn't buy anything . XD ALL THOSE PRETTYPRETTY STUFF COSTS AROUND 100plus . I can't afford them ):
The concert today was GOOD ! I've been touched again by Jesus . & the guy acting as Jesus is quite cute . haha /:
do you have any idea what you’ve done?

you took the only thing that beats in me.

):

I AM SO SAD .

SORRY! X:

I'm giving up a guy who I was convinced was perfect for me,
for someone who my heart knows, really is.

Its hard to say iloveyou when i don't feel enough love for you.

The truth may hurt but it's those lies that kill.

& i don't want to lie to myself anymore.

And I've got to apologize for pushing you away.
And it might be hurting you, but I can't help myself.
Each & every time you try to reach out to me, I want to give in.
It's killing me inside, yet I can't stop being so stubborn.

Sorry .

Always have the strength to move on. And remember when
you do move on, what a blessing it was to have had
that person become a part of your life.

& Nicole . ITS TIME TO COME HOME!

SHOPPING!

HAHA YAY I WENT SHOPPING TODAY !!!!! :D I think we walked for 5hours or more. I'm super tired now , but super happy too! Thanks honey for the dress , iloveit(:

LAZY

HELLO,
today, yesterday & the day before were boring. sigh , stayed at home the whole day. i miss nicole . My life is so boring that i've got nothing to post about ! Forget it .

ijustcan'tgetthatweirdfeelingtogoaway.

Someone entertain me please.

I really should start doing my homework soon , shouldn't i ? heh . Maybe ,awhile more :D anyway .PETSOCIETY is so cute ! haha . X: nothing to post about already. z. Today's so boring. I want to sleep .

ANOTHER ONE !!!!!!!

Jiejie went to hongkong taiwan (-.- keep mixing those two countries up. aiyah , but China & Taiwan to me the same mah. XD) already ! We sent her off early in the morning . sigh , another one left . one by one . I'm going to miss them *wipes tears away* But anyway! THAT MEANS THERE WOULD BE PRESENTS FOR ME WHEN THEY'RE BACK! :D however , don't know that nicole tan will come back or not. still no news from her ):

btw. Munping, i saw a chocolate duck , i nearly ate it. Then i thought of you . & decided not to .

Multiply it by infinity, and take it to the depth of forever, and you will still have barely a glimpse of what I feel for you.

D: nicole tan flew away.

Nicole Tan went to Canada already. i miss her . haha. but she better come back. or i guess i will fly over to Canada & pull her back. But obviously i would not have enough money to even buy a plane ticket. So i will rob the bank first! :D HAHAHAHAHAHA . sigh , not funny i think . the plan won't work because i would probably get arrested before i could even board the plane.

City of Ember is not that bad. Its quite funny & the monster is quite cute . i like the last part most! they could see the city from a hole! lol.

my care for you is from the ground up to the sky,
it's over under up above down below and to the side.

i can't sleep

sorry , i told you i'd be sleeping . but i didn't . i can't...

You Are Occasionally a Jerk Magnet

You've been known to attract real jerky guys from time to time... But the truth is, you know what you're getting into. You can help but love bad boys.

Are You a Jerk Magnet?

Crazy -.- lols. Rubbish . i don't know what i'm getting into & what can help but love bad boys? nvm , next one..

You Are A Jealous Ex

You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on. You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed. Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go.

What Type of Ex Are You?

lol, this one funnier. i'm still in love , piss for what ,& why would i be jealous if he's happy ? -.-
hmm , next.

Your Holiday Personality is Hyper

Any holiday activity is well suited to you - as long as you keep moving. Shop everywhere and anywhere. Create your own holiday cards. Make everyone on a your list a custom stocking of goodies!

How Should You Spend the Holidays?

haha. but actually its quite dead .

You Were Nice This Year!

You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight?

Were You Naughty or Nice This Year?

at least this one 's good. YAYYYYYYYYYYYY ! i'm nice this year ! :D but i think the quiz sot one. ask all those things that obviously i never do or celebrate. well . nvm . XD

You Sometimes Don't Get Enough Sleep

You're often more tired than you'd like, and you're probably not getting enough quality sleep. Sleeping a little more could make you a lot more energetic and happy. Try having a bedtime, keep your bedroom cool, and only eat fruit before bed.

Do You Get Enough Sleep?

This is true! ohmygosh , finally . The only quiz that made sense so far! haha! lets try others.

You Are 40% Non Conformist

You conform a normal amount. And the amount you don't conform is also pretty normal. So congratulations, you're a conformist nonconformist!

Are You a Nonconformist?

lols. ? conformist nonconformist ? btw what's conformist ? X:

He's Absolutely Committed to You!

Your guy is committed to you, as if you were already married And hopefully, you show the same commitment to him While you may have had your ups and downs, you've smoothed things out If the two of you aren't serious, you will be soon So start secretly planning your wedding It may happen sooner than you think!

Will He Commit?

hope so.............................................

ahhhh, its getting boring . & i'm getting hungry. only ate a piece of chicken for dinner. lols. But i better get to bed . Tmr Today's a BIG HUGE LARGE IMPORTANT LAST day.

STUDYING KILLS.

I am so angry . * SCREAMS* x 10 times. I feel that its kind of hard to trust guys nowadays. Even the nicest of the nicest guys can make our lives disastrous . sigh , but i guess there might be some exceptions.
* takes screwdriver out* If anymore guys break my sister's heart , i am going to screw them.

& now.
TO NICOLETAN :
Please stay ? Or at least , come back ok? I'll miss you . We've done everything together. & i don't want anything to change. But the decision is still yours . Its your life. Just take care of yourself when you're there . Your WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY to far for me to take care of you , i can't remind you to take your medicines, i can't hug you if you need someone to hold. i can't talk to you often , you won't be able to see me much anymore. dearest , i hope you'll be happy. ily.

24th Nov.

:D i woke up early today! ok , i woke up early yesterday too. & the day before , and the previous week.

HAHA! i went to the market , & i bought something & then i went home then , i cooked something . i hope it tasted alright . X: never tried cooking that before. heehs. pray that you don't get food poisoning . i know you'd be reading this . & so now you should know why i wanted you to stay at home :D ily. touched ? haha.

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR >< today's 24 . nov . i don't like today.

Since you obviously don't care about me anymore, i've decided to move on.

Make a Smilebox greeting

LOL. i feel so stupid. anyway , i've got nothing to do so i did this ^^ . lols, don't laugh .

ORCHARD

I've been going to orchard for consecutively 5days since Sunday. & watched 2 CUTE movies :D I really don't know what to post .There's so many things to talk about ...
so.
Zzz. next time then . XD

i'm going shopping! :D

sigh , no lunch for me today. nobody's home except me. i've got nothing to do at home . but i'd be going to town to shop for christmas presents! :D i know its kind of early , but who cares . XD

shop with me ?

I desperately need to shop ! $.$ I mean , whats holiday without shopping ? D: but i'm short of cash . But nevermind. I shall crack open YOUR piggybank and take away all your money. (: if that's okay with you .

I went Novena today ! its so far .___________. but i like the supermarket there ! :D heehee.
& i can't stand onions or any greeny coloured stuff.

HAHAHAHAHA . my sister drank my grapejuice & ate my yoghurt.

I (L) YOU.

i'm hungry. i want a cow.

D: i'm sorry that i didn't turn up for class chalet today like i said i would. ): too tired . For the past two weeks i didn't have a good rest. sigh. i guess i missed the fun.

On the bright side , at least i got to spend some time alone (:

You weren't just a star to me,
you were the whole damn sky .

CLASS CHALET

i guess i'm back blogging! :D but i'm still lazy to change the blogskin or anything.
hees, i wonder if anyone missed me .

i've just finished 4 lessons of the maths remedial . and i'm down with 3 more. i had to think so much about math , and its problems . & since its the THOUGHTS that count , i realise that i must have loved maths alot to be thinking about it so much.

anyway , today was the first day of the class chalet! :D i think everything went well except for the err, lizards part. i wanted to stay overnight there or catch a midnight movie , but then i went home . maybe because i'm home sick .

i really hope i didn't make a mistake.
i don't want to hurt you .